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I'M DONE. I'M OUT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FRACTURE RAY FTR UNLOCKED!!!!!
#Only took me over half a year for this#ally's ocs#gijinka#original character#OC: Ether Strike#Arcaea#This is so fr fr
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@ohai-there !!! Official bird art tutorial! Only it's really quick and messy. And filmed upside down and at an awkward angle. And also at almost 5am. And also you were probably only joking when you asked but like. Ehe.
Also ohai why are u even saying that as even a joke your art is great I was just staring at it some the other day ? What kinda crack are you smoking over there buddy?
I use the gouche brush for shading only, just bc I like it's color. You can totally apply what I talked about with literally any other brush when it comes to shading and blending n stuff. I like to use 2 other brushes for lines, either 6pencil soft and uhh. Another one I kind of forgot the name of and also forgot to bookmark and also it's label is in Japanese so I dont really know how to look it up, oops !
I use clip studio paint to draw
#this is so messy and probably only half understandable and no one fr fr asked for it so Im sorry#but also I had fun#so#I havent filmed myself drawing anything in over a year it took me a sec to find the right angle#and I didnt even have to stack a bunch of books on top of eachother this time !!!#birds art#artists of tumblr#illustration#tobirama senju#can I even really tag him here is that like. allowed. or.#whatever#senju tobirama#birds fanart#ohai
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A silly guide on how I draw normal Riolu vs My sona
#Riolu#Doodle#The Mod#Do not use my sona thanks#Just wanted to give a silly doodle while I ramble#I admittedly made the last few daily pieces as basically a progression of my eyes for the last ~1.5 years#Keeping up with everything became harder because of my eyes#I only talked about this briefly on my main twitter#I was diagnosed with keratoconus#My eyes got worse over time#so I was squinting constantly and would get headaches trying to focus my eyes to draw or play half the games I did#it sucked. I slept a lot to get rid of pain and I felt like I couldnt do my normal work so it kept piling#I had surgery + got RGP Contacts to help me see normally this year tho!#So I can finally get my shit together and have been slowly trying to get everything going/sorted#Just to like... explain where I disappeared to#Ofc Its hard to do anything art or reading without my contacts in#tbh i didnt even know until December lol so it went for awhile and thought my prescription went from good to shit#so i took a minor break from social media to keep where my eyes used online to mainly discord
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"Seungmin would be SO hot if he got muscle like, can you imagine?" You would be hotter if you shut your mouth but we can't always get what we want so <3
#the amount of times ive seen this exact comment or sentiment over the past 6ish months in particular#truly pissing me off <3#like first things first- hes already handsome so if you dont see that... its fine. we all have different tastes but also be quiet <3#but like we know first hand from him that he isnt particularly interested in the gym and working out#hes not a changbin. its not his thing- he goes to keep up stamina for live shows#and the fact hes been very specific in saying so any time anyone mentions him working out and going to the gym is so like......#its kinda obvious that hes doing a polite 'please dont hassle me about getting bigger' so he makes sure to always go Its For Endurance#and yet i still see this and also. um theres other members who are muscley so why does seungmin also have to follow that route?#like if you want muscle theres people you can go look at... but also half these people cant even identify actual healthy muscle#vs. someone being so skinny that they have no fat on them and somehow think thats real muscle so like lol#its been so specifically the past half a year tho like whats that about why#its really one of those be quiet im so tired#well on the otherhand i was so stressed about my doctors appointment but now annoyance took the worries place so 🤷♀️#like its funny how X should lose weight comments are recognised for being shitty but the 'x should totally change his physique' is chill tho#like if seungmin organically of his own accord ever becomes a muscle bro bc /he/ wants that than for sure i'll be like Woo go seungmin !!#but only if he wants it. not the fans being annoying not bc of staff or beauty standards not bc of the other guys
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OUUUUGGG struggling not to b an asshole ab this group project istg
#this is only half of it too im stuck w this group til the end of the year...evil impulse won me over when she answers my message asking if#she added anything else(shell answer w no i know that already) im gonna tell her to help us out in the second half more bc i refuse to do#all the work....i mean theres also another girl and she helped but it took me prodding em for three days straight COME ON
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"Albie" (main story 11-21)
At the end of Episode 11 (Part 1), we find out that "Albie" is simply a name that Vyn made up on the spot when Rosa asked. He may have been inspired by his own birth name, Vilhelm Richard Albert de Haspran.
In Chinese, Vyn choose the name "阿明". "阿" is a prefix used to form nicknames, "明" can be a name but also means "bright, clear". In Vyn's Romantic Rail Getaway card "Food for Thought", he tells us the meaning of his name:
You can see the character 明 appear in the word 明亮 ("bright"), although 明 is such a common character that I wouldn't say that this Chinese text alone is enough is sufficient evidence to show the connection between the two names. It's the way that the "Albie" and "阿明" happen to coincide in the name "Albert", which made me take note of Vyn's "careless" choice in name.
If the Chinese name was intended to subtly reference "Albert", I can certainly imagine imagine this as one way to preserve that reference through translation, even if it becomes more obvious. We do have an example of the translation preserving plot-relevant wordplay in a name: Lowe Leare ("Lowly"), originally 萧仁 ("小人", both pronounced "xiao ren" but with different tones). However, there's also an incident of a plot-relevant name being missed through translation, though it was in an event (not the main story) that probably foreshadowed a distant plot point and had infamously bad translation issues.
Anyway, it remains possible that "Albie" is a coincidence. However, after Vyn and Rosa wrap up their conversation about Albie's name, the narration makes a comment on the importance of that moment:
It isn't until the whole case is settled that you are surprised to realize something... You had briefly touched on the key to cracking the case at this very moment.
...which at least gives me enough confidence to not feel silly writing up a whole post about it. We've only seen part of this case, and there's a lot of mystery still surrounding Vyn's behavior so I don't have any definitive hypotheses on why Vyn might have chosen his own name for Albie. Is there something that made Vyn seen himself in Albie? Did the delinquent's attitude remind Vyn of the cruel, stratified world that he was born in? Is he reminded of how people who have imperfections will be tossed aside and abandoned? I guess we'll see when part 2 of this episode is released.
#tears of themis#vyn richter#tot vyn#tears of themis analysis#mo yi#tot translation#thoughts of themis#was the ''albie'' reference really obvious or not?? i honestly have no idea. but it only clicked for me bc i was staring at both versions o#text side-by-side and i was like. WAIT A MINUTE.#doing fan translations is fun bc even after there's an official translation; you might read something almost 2.5 years later that triggers#some deep memories (bc u took so so long to translate and had to agonize over every single word choice oh my god)#god i did my first translations two and a half years ago. sounds CRAZY when you put it like that#but honestly great experience 10/10 i'm always wishing i could go back to that time. also nothing makes me feel more powerful than when i k#know i have an easily searchable script of certain cards thanks to my own translation. it was SO EASY to find that RRG excerpt#hmm should i crosspost to the themis subreddit. i do have an account but i use it mostly to talk about console otome games
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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im finally fucking done. free me from this prison
total time 203:06
#two hundred of my fucking hours. i started on june 13th when it all came out on steam#yeah i bawled like a bitch watching kh3 credits bc like. my long journey has finally come to an end..........#3.5 months of my free time. over a decade of my life in general. AND NOW I GET TO WAIT FOR MISSING LINK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE#BUT NOW I CAN FINALLY DRAW MAHOYOME AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah sorry i fell off of it. i Was Here Instead.#it only took me five and a half years to play kh3. better late than never LOL#no i did not play days or recoded i just watched the movies. because i do not care about the ds gameplay <3#yes i know melody of memory exists. i am choosing to ignore it (for now)#kh#kingdom hearts
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love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me
#ppl always talking about their whatever grade reading level and how many books they’d read as kids and im just over here like🧍🏽#I’ve never been actually bad at english or reading but I couldn’t focus on reading books to save my fucking life#I hated those sheets where you had to read like a certain number of books or whatever over the course of a semester or the year or whatever#my GATE test scores for english were super high but my math was bad enough that I never qualified#and adhd made me not even perform well in English half the time because I couldn’t pay attention I couldn’t read long books I couldn’t turn#in my assignments or if I did they were late and etc etc etc#don’t get me started with math#I was the worst in my class in third grade at minute math and never made it to the levels of minute math my classmates did#(they posted results on the wall for everyone to see)#and in 6th grade I was put into an additional remedial math class#throughout middle-high school I was at the level of most classmates in terms of the classes I took but that’s only because I was not allowe#to fail and was put through absolute fucking hell with a billion tutors and grueling hours of extra work from them and blah blah blah#like I remember how I felt in those tutoring sessions and half the time I actually wanted to cry.#I didn’t start doing solidly genuinely Good in school until senior year of high school.#not coincidentally around the same time I started taking adderall I think#I had accommodations by 9th grade but they didn’t do that much except for the function that let me turn in assignments up to 2 days late#without penalty. which i had teachers question sometimes and i had to pull the Yeah it’s Literally Against The Law to not allow me this car#anyway. point is. i was never in the gate program and most of my friends were and it was mostly adhd related#adhd is considered such a quirky nothing disorder nowadays that I don’t even like mentioning I have it really. because what people think of#when I say the term is Not what i actually dealt with and made school torturous and made my parents lash out at me for things and etc etc#depression and dysphoria did not help either. but I digress#I’m not sure why im making this post#kibumblabs
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#I just got hired for a tour in the fall and like#holy fuck it’s a HUGE tour#it’s 6 weeks long and my offer is like#literally#it’ll be almost $20k#for SIX weeks of work#holy FUCK#and so I took it oBVIOUSLY#but like#idk bro I’m on a shitty easy tour with my bfs band rn and#I’m just so over it#I wanna be at home working on my store#and I’m SO frustrated that I’m not home and the only thing I like is driving and staring out the window and doing nothing#like I just don’t want this life anymore#and so I told myself that like#I’m not seeking them out I’ll let them come to me and if it’s a crazy offer or a and I like I’ll take it#*or a band I like#(enter this)#and I’m OBVIOUSLY going to do it for the money but#I think my personality has just changed a lot in the last year and a half#and I don’t have much in common with people who tour anymore#this band in particular#so I’m just freaking out over the prospect of basically spending g 6 weeks in isolation#away from the job I’ve carved out for myself which I actually like#unable to get a job bartending which if I have to have supplementary income is what I’d rather have it be#bc I’m just gonna leave for this tour#and I UGHHHHH#like I could practically put a down payment on a fucking house with what I’m getting paid for this tour it’s not an option#but I’m just SO preemptively 😵💫 about having to go do this it’s like 5 months away and I feel like I am having anger issues#UGH
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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#Just a bit but y'know - Enough#It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement#At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh#He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite#But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way#I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D#That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was#He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3#It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware#It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe#Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph#It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines#I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol#So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪
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Completely fuckin forgot to post abt it the day of but
GUESS WHO ✨️FINALLY✨️ GOT THEIR DRIVER'S LICENSE LAST WEEK!!!!!!
#dizzyisms#ONLY TOOK ME FIVE TRIES OVER WHAT. A YEAR AND A HALF#Ironically I was not the one to drive home afterwards bc I was too much of an anxious wreck fhdhdhhdhs#When I tell you I fucking burst into tears when the instructor told me I passed hdhdhdbxbx#mostly bc I was already wound up tighter than a damn spring and fully primed to start crying abt Screwing Up Again#it was a physical shock#but a good one!#at the time of FINALLY posting this. checks calender. a week later#I've gone to the insurance place to get my Actual license validated! now I wait for the Card to get mailed in#(Also Jesus POLEDANCING christ post editor in mobile browser is sending me into a fuxking rabid chimpanzee rage. It is SO BAD)#< leaving that tag in as I post this from desktop so y'all know of my struggles jfksdjfkds
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ordered a wardrobe... girl we did it :)
#ridiculous that this took me over a year and a half#not for lack of money mind you#I just get overwhelmed by all the options??#in the end I just went 'girl just pick something from ikea'#and when I looked there were only two (2) wardrobes I could choose from based on my requirements (max size/sliding doors)#so the actual choice took me like... 5 minutes?#it still took me 3 days to actually place the order#why am I like this#fear of commitment? adhd??#who the fuck knows#*
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my 2023 art summary!
#THANK U ALL FOR COMING WITH ME ON ANOTHER YEAR OF WILD ART NONSENSE#me trying to find good art to use and its like#half of these months i only had one thing and the rest were 90% swords im losing my mind#WELL PREPARE FOR ANOTHER YEAR FULL OF SWORDS PROBABLY!!!!!!#and a brief flood of random other series because the spirit of nostalgia took me over in the last couple weeks of this year#still keeping my memes and parodies hat retired for a bit too while i work on digital painting!!#thank u all for ur patience with my shifting content and unpredictable posting schedule that will continue for the foreseeable future.....#asterparfait#2023 art summary
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rando mf took an unprompted pic of my mom and I at her grad ceremony thingamajig and ok I sure do look like just some fucking guy
absolute nerd. mega loser
enjoy me awkwardly smiling in this
I'll post the actual photographs when we get 'em
+ pic of the fit before I could put on my mega oversized nerd sweater bc yeah
#log#z#graduation#mom gonna be a lawyer#she's like only 47 chill lmfao#sometimes life doesn't allow u to do important things u wanna do#until u age and become somewhat financially stable#mom was poor growing up#so I'm rly proud#hell yea mom#not me tho I'm built different#lighthearted#but yeah never had to go through what she did#thankfully#glad everyone is foing better nowadays#today I realized my mom is only#21 years older than me lol#oh god and my stepsis (dad's fault) is over a decade younger than me#ok so my family is a joke#I also found out#abt my father#his mom forced him to have a vasectomy after he had my half sis#LMFAOOOO#took u long enough#damn
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#really randomly fell down a weird rabbit hole today#i was watching the X-Files and finally felt like reading up on david duchovny#like i see u fellow slav what kind of slav are you#so i opened up his wikipedia article and saw that his dad was jewish and from ukraine and went like AHA WE ARE THE SAME#and just out of curiosity looked up the place he's from because im curious about jewish shtetls in the ukraine#because my whole family except my biological father is from several of them and i thought hey maybe they were neighbors#which they fucking are omg theyre just 20km apart#my greatgreatgrandma is from makhnivka which i even found articles and history about and how the jewish population grew & declined#even though i did not find any steinbergs in the archives#anyway when i read up on Berdychiv where duchovnys family is from it said#early settlement by the Chernyakhov Culture#which was an archeological culture between 200 and 500 CE existing at the same time as the roman empire#....... is this how i finally find out where my name is from??????? like?????????#i wish i knew so much more than i do#like i only found out that im not russian i was just born in russia like 7 years ago or so??? because my mom never tells me anything#all the information about my great great grandparents and where theyre from is from my grandma#and her dementia is really bad now and shes just angry and screams and calls people names#my russian is too bad to properly read up on stuff like that and theres barely anything in english or german#i just want to know idk#but genetic testing is too expensive and also very america centric and the only family i have in the us is super conservative#i had to block them on facebook when my grandma made me write to them once over 10 years agl#and i know a huge chunk of my grandmas family moved to israel too so i dont want anything to do with that either#although id be curious if it would actually find my half siblings i found out about also like 8 years ago#i just wish there were more archives and more people i could talk to about this#on my grandfathers side theres nothing really left#my grandfather passed suddenly and apparently before he did he took ALL THE FAMILY PHOTOS AND DOCUMENTS somewhere to maybe digitalise them#but we dont know where so theyre literally gone for ever#but his whole family was from kiev and is apparently named after this culture era#his dad was a higher up at a sugar factory and i still cant find anything#my grandma had so many cousins and they were so interconnected and knew so much and i literally just have my mom and no one else
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